I had a dream last night that i met with my teacher on the 4th floor, Surgery Ward, and they had me go into Surgery and start prepping patients. And there was a woman there asking me questions and i was getting all my words wrong. Of course the dream was painfully accurate..because i've been in the 4th Floor Surgery Ward a dozen times since my childhood :P
I'm not going to be prepping patients in Surgery...i'm not a Surgery tech...yet :P Heh. The dream was weird. And nerve-wracking.
I went to bed very early last night..like at 7:30. Woke up a few times throughout the night but feel good this morning. NOTHING is going to stop me from getting to sleep by 9PM for the next 2 months. I have to be fully rested and rock this externship.
I can't help but feel that though this is exactly where i want to be...something will go wrong. They will not want to hire me. And thats fine, i guess. I have a back-up plan. For that matter...i didn't even really anticipate externing or being hired at WBAMC so it's not really a back-up plan, it's the INITIAL plan. But i'd like WBAMC to work out...though it'll mean i stay in El Paso a little longer. Eh.
Ill be going to the gym after "work"...i don't know if Jess is going to. I have to work veryvery hard to stay there and work out properly. It's just so hard to do when i'm by myself. But seeing the weight drop and imagining how nice my ass is gunna look if i keep this up is fuel :P
I didn't eat THAT well this weekend but i didn't go over my calorie intake...my carbs could have been wiser choices...but oh well. All in all i didn't do AWFUL.
The groundhog saw his shadow. 6 more weeks of winter. Groundhogs are so cute.